nurulatiqah

dear grandchildren (if I’m gonna have any),

This is your granny typing. Yes, we do have laptop today, and internet. for your info I’m using streamyx. maybe you dear little generation of mine would probably be using much more advanced internet, maybe P1 WiMax is outdated to you. Well whatever. I just want you to know, that during this simple letter/blog post/something was typed, I’m 19, not married, but in a relationship. I dunno if your grandpa’s the current boyfriend I have now, but I damn hope that he is. If not, then one day I’ll tell you all about him, because he’s a great guy. If not, then you should know that grandma’s extremely sad for that.

You guys should know too, that you have wonderful great-grandparents. So I hope you, my future generations will be great too. I dont know if I’m still alive on the time that you read this, but I want you to know that I love you whatsoever. I’m not such a cool person, but be proud becoz I taught your mom/dad how to play the guitar. haha oke thats enough. until then, hearts for you kids. I love you.

inspired by Hawa Nurfaiza : sayasayangcucusaya.blogspot.com

As I walked through the path, something deep inside my heart struggled to come out. It was a memory, something I used to have before. The trees escorting the winding path danced with the gust of tame wind and leaves scattered all over me. I was walking the path alone.

Somehow, I remembered though. I used to walk this same path before. This same winding path but it was winter. It was beautiful and calm, eventhough it was cold but I felt warm. The trees, they were bare that time. And I, I wasn’t alone. I was walking, side by side, and holding hands, with a guy.

I closed my eyes and the memory faded. I didn’t want to remember anything more. It was enough, because that all had ended 2 years ago. However, deep down inside, I know that no matter how much I try, I can’t simply discard all those beautiful things I’ve went through. I cannot deny, it was the most precious thing in my life.

Having him right beside me was everything I ever wanted then. I could not imagine having to live without him, and I never wanted to. He promised me, he would make me his, forever. I held on to that, once. Now, no more.

2 years ago I never thought it all would change just in a few seconds. He never told me anything, he never told me he was sick. He left me just like that, and I wasn’t even ready for it. He left me cold, and emotionless. Though he did say goodbye, through the phone because we were too far away. But I never knew it was goodbye forever. I didn’t even get to see him for the last time, and I resented that fact. I destroyed every memory we had together, because I was so hurt! I felt as if he stabbed me through the heart so many times, and left the knife inside so that the pain would stay. It did stay, until now.

Now, after two years, I came back to this winding path where we used to walk together every season. Now it’s autumn, and usually every autumn he would let me wear his sweater and we would walk together, hand in hand, through this winding path to the top of the hill at the end until we’re both very tired. But I never cared whenever he was around. Now, I can no longer finish this path, because I lost track right after he left two years ago. I can never reach that hill again because he’s no longer there to help me reach it.

just a sad story :) ~nurulatiqah~

My blogger has just changed into its new outfit for the coming March :)) .I’m very happy I dunno why -_-’ ..though its new look is simpler than the one I had before, but this time it has more pinch of my style and it just portrays me well rather than the one before :). Please please pretty please go and have a look, oh but don’t just look, read if you want if you dont then never mind, promise I wont be sad :(

here, http://miszhakita.blogspot.com

toodes :D!

1. it’s main colour layout is blue; i like the colour blue
2. I can play a lot of interesting apps
3. I can answer a lot of funny and stupid quizzes
4. I can contact my friends when my phone runs out of credit
5. I can reconnect with old friends
6. I can write out my hearts content and see people comment about something else on it -_-‘
7. I can throw pillows at people and they would have to throw back or they’d lose XD !!
8. I can stalk my friends ;D
9. I can upload photos and share them with friends
10. Many people add me but I dont know who they are -_-’ (bajet feymes la konon)

1. eat heavy
2. watch TV
3. eat snacks
4. text people
5. if they dont reply, just misscall them
6. misscall a lot of people
7. sleep
8. eat light
9. study (for 5 minutes)
10. sleep

these are what boring people do when they dont know what to do -_-‘